I AM CHIDI
I am 25 years old, I love God and I am who I am.
My faith use to be second hand, and it took me a while to figure out who I am first as an individual and then with God.
I am beautiful.
I am intelligent.
I am generous.
I am a wonder.
I am created for a purpose.
I am defended.
I am protected.
I am loved.
Whether consciously or un-consciously, I did things to please others, this innate craving desire for attention.
Way before I even knew how much God loved me, everything I did was to please my parents, my friends, my siblings, so that others would love me. And if I felt like they didn't? I was mean.. Manipulative, angry, sad.
It has taken me some time, but I've come to the realisation that the only attention I need is from the one who already knew me and loved me first.
Sharing my thoughts like this gives me a sense of purpose, but one of the main reasons behind this blog space is to encourage someone else.. Behind all my rambling, I really do pray that you are blessed by what you read.
Thank you for taking the time to stop by.
Enjoy and be blessed
x
I am 25 years old, I love God and I am who I am.
My faith use to be second hand, and it took me a while to figure out who I am first as an individual and then with God.
I am beautiful.
I am intelligent.
I am generous.
I am a wonder.
I am created for a purpose.
I am defended.
I am protected.
I am loved.
Whether consciously or un-consciously, I did things to please others, this innate craving desire for attention.
Way before I even knew how much God loved me, everything I did was to please my parents, my friends, my siblings, so that others would love me. And if I felt like they didn't? I was mean.. Manipulative, angry, sad.
It has taken me some time, but I've come to the realisation that the only attention I need is from the one who already knew me and loved me first.
Sharing my thoughts like this gives me a sense of purpose, but one of the main reasons behind this blog space is to encourage someone else.. Behind all my rambling, I really do pray that you are blessed by what you read.
Thank you for taking the time to stop by.
Enjoy and be blessed
x
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