"Where would I be without You?"
Thinking back to my lifestyle, my personality, my confidence, my relationships one year ago, two years ago, five years ago I'm silently stunned and amazed at God's faithfulness and patience with me.
"Where would I be if You left me?"
The patience and the grace and the support He gives from various different people and avenues is crazy.
It took me a looong time...
...A couple hangovers.
A couple one night stands.
A couple failed relationships.
A couple knocks to my ego...
...to realise that God is completely in love with me and is completely here for me and my general well-being.
He waited for me. And is still waiting for me.
He didn't give up on me. And will never give up on me.
He kept pushing me forward. And is still pushing me.
"Where would I be if You walked out on me?"
There have been relationships lost that I never thought would go, relationships growing stronger that I never thought would flourish and new relationships that I prayed for but could never see coming, come to pass.
Through it all, the one thing that has remained constant for me, the one person who never left me or turned His back on me even when it felt like the whole world was turning against me - God and His presence.
"Where would I be without You?"
"Where would I be if You left me?"
"Where would I be if You walked out on me?"
To be honest I don't even want to know the answer to any of those questions.
I've found something so simple and pure in loving God.
I've found myself.
If you have never tried God before, I dare you to try Him.
The bible says all you need is faith the size of a mustard seed (google a mustard seed and see how small it is - its TINY!) and you can move mountains!
Try Him and see.
Stay blessed,
Chid x
Thinking back to my lifestyle, my personality, my confidence, my relationships one year ago, two years ago, five years ago I'm silently stunned and amazed at God's faithfulness and patience with me.
"Where would I be if You left me?"
The patience and the grace and the support He gives from various different people and avenues is crazy.
It took me a looong time...
...A couple hangovers.
A couple one night stands.
A couple failed relationships.
A couple knocks to my ego...
...to realise that God is completely in love with me and is completely here for me and my general well-being.
He waited for me. And is still waiting for me.
He didn't give up on me. And will never give up on me.
He kept pushing me forward. And is still pushing me.
"Where would I be if You walked out on me?"
There have been relationships lost that I never thought would go, relationships growing stronger that I never thought would flourish and new relationships that I prayed for but could never see coming, come to pass.
Through it all, the one thing that has remained constant for me, the one person who never left me or turned His back on me even when it felt like the whole world was turning against me - God and His presence.
"Where would I be without You?"
"Where would I be if You left me?"
"Where would I be if You walked out on me?"
To be honest I don't even want to know the answer to any of those questions.
I've found something so simple and pure in loving God.
I've found myself.
If you have never tried God before, I dare you to try Him.
The bible says all you need is faith the size of a mustard seed (google a mustard seed and see how small it is - its TINY!) and you can move mountains!
Try Him and see.
Stay blessed,
Chid x